I just noticed…

That 99% of my stories have some type of sexual assault in them… or assault in general..

Bed of Roses… I don’t think I had anything in there.

Sing To Me… Alex was raped when she was a teenager and her attacker tried to get to her again and Emily was raped by her Father after he killed her Mother.

When It Rains… Cass was almost raped by Alex more than once…

El Beso del Final… Maddy was beaten by her husband and forced to have sex with him…

Until Forever… Heather was raped by her Father.

I think that the hurt that comes in my stories comes from making people aware that this stuff actually happens. I think that my helping them cope in the stories is helping me cope in my real life.

I am over what my Creator did to me but in all honestly it still haunts me sometimes. I get the urges to cry and feel sick to my stomach at knowing the pain that I had to endure for years.

There are people in this world who don’t think anything like that would happen to them; they are wrong. It happens more than people think it does. There are girls out there who are still going through the abuse and don’t tknow that they aren’t alone.

And I am going to stop before I get upset and start crying.